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today kicked ass. when i got up, me and mom went food shopping and dropped movies off at blockbuster. then went to nannys house and met up with my aunt and little cousin jenna there. that was fun. nanny made us chicken sandwiches. phil came. that was fun. hes my nannys "friend" but we all know they like eachother even tho hes married to some overprotective chick. mom talked to rich about going to check out this car for me and he said we could go when he came home from work, so we went there and that was the best move ever. we bought it. yes, laura king now owns a jeep cherokee. i named him. his names jake. jakes a good man. hes dark blue and beautiful! as of now im sitting here trying to dry my carpet from the water i threw on it. i started a little fire with my insence but its all under control, luckly my water was right next to it. last time i light anything in my room. tomorrow morning were going to pick up the car at nine and Myn's coming over tmr and were gonna clean the car all day. full out cleaning. steaming the seats, vacuuming the floors, spraying the windows, everything. haha the car was seized by the police from a mexican w/o insurance...i swear theres no drugs under the seats. i checked. then either hanging with Myn tmr night or going with zack, mark, and alyssa to leahs house...
now im going to sleep at 9 o'clock on a friday night bc im exhausted. damn mono really sucks the life out of you :\
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[02 Nov 2004|08:59pm] |
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today fucking sucked. my aunts wake tore me apart. i was so close to her and just seeing her laying in her casket was horrible. i cried so much i lost my voice. the worst was when i saw my poppy crying. ive never seen that man cry before, i always looked up to him as this big strong man that would never cry in front of his family bc he had to hold them together. well he was bawling and i lost it. today was my final goodbye to my beautiful aunt carol. * Rest In Peace *
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yeah this week sucks so far. i was so sick all day and my mom wouldnt let me come home from school. i threw up like 3 times and wanted to die. tomorrow im going out to long island for a 4 hour drive for my aunts funeral. jess, matt, and jen are coming so it wont be too bad. no school...i get to sleep till 10 and then have to get ready to leave at 11. i most likely wont be going to school wednesday either bc were not getting home till after 12 tmr night. hopefully jens coming for the week.
i thought it was funny......
OF DrunkIN WINGS (7:12:00 PM): Oh yeah, I got rid of that damn cat. It was CUTE AS HELL but... no. It was loud and annoying at 5am in the morning, so I threw it outside.
OF DrunkIN WINGS (7:12:11 PM): Cool.
a shoOting stAr3 (7:12:25 PM): ahahaha aww jen!!
a shoOting stAr3 (7:12:27 PM): that was mean
a shoOting stAr3 (7:12:35 PM): plus it could have had rabies!
OF DrunkIN WINGS (7:12:41 PM): It kept the whole house up haha. Not even kidding.
OF DrunkIN WINGS (7:12:55 PM): Well duh, I would have given it shots asap. haha.
a shoOting stAr3 (7:12:58 PM): aww well it prob wanted to go back out since thats what it was used to
a shoOting stAr3 (7:13:02 PM): or maby it had owners
OF DrunkIN WINGS (7:13:03 PM): I wouldn't keep a rabied thing hahah.
OF DrunkIN WINGS (7:13:14 PM): Yeah. It was sooooooo dirty though.
OF DrunkIN WINGS (7:13:20 PM): It was a beautiful cat though.
OF DrunkIN WINGS (7:13:28 PM): One of the expensive ones.
a shoOting stAr3 (7:13:32 PM): what kind
OF DrunkIN WINGS (7:13:45 PM): Hymalian or something.
OF DrunkIN WINGS (7:13:58 PM): Hymalyan maybe. I forget.
a shoOting stAr3 (7:14:17 PM): persuan?
a shoOting stAr3 (7:14:22 PM): however u spell it
OF DrunkIN WINGS (7:14:34 PM): Yeah, one of those, but it just had a different name.
OF DrunkIN WINGS (7:14:48 PM): I think they're sooo cute. BUT NO, the little fucker couldn't shut the fuck up in the morning.
a shoOting stAr3 (7:15:02 PM): ahahaha
OF DrunkIN WINGS (7:15:02 PM): I really wanted it. But I would rather get another dog.
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my nanny closed on her house!!!!! that means shes moving out this weekend! ill miss her but she drove me crazy. anyway, thats where ive been the past few days; helping her move :) i went there right after school yesterday, her and my mom unpacked, i found a mattress in the garage and slept, go figure. then rich came and we went to eat at the tavern. yum that place is amazing. sooo i came home bc i was supposed to go to the movies with mell but she had to babysit her brother, so i slept once again. today i have to take Fido to the groomers at 1:30 and after that im going to the new house (its in manchester by the way) only 15 mins. tonight im going to six flags with mell and zach maby, and whoever else tags along. hopefully it wont rain. jens watching her nephew all weekend since vanessa went to georgia to take michael there. so next week shes prob gonna come here and spend a week in brick since theres no school thursday and friday!! ..oh.. i might not be in school at all this week bc my great aunts really sick and the doctors said she might not make the night. so u suckas better start praying for her. im off all weekend, not working till tuesday. im gonna dress up for halloween bc i want candy. im either gonna be a benny or a present. if im a present i figured id take one of my nannys big boxes, cut out arm and head holes, and wrap it with a big bow on my head. for a benny id wear long shorts with high socks and sandels, a "welcome to the jersey shore" tee shirt with a zip up sweater, a belly pouch bag, sunglasses, hat, loads of sunscreen on my nose, camera around my neck, and map in my hand. well anyway, i have to go and get ready so ill stop telling you about my very exciting life!
ohh. florida with jen and shibs in 2 months!!!
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today i learned that unless you remember to put laundry detergent in the washer, your clothes wont get clean. i learned that after the 3rd load. pretty agrivated, deffinatly. not much to say at all. lifes boring. i get my lisence in less than 2 months!! woohoo. soo....can we say frat boy coming on thusrday?!?! hell yeah. hah i love you myn! prob gonna be with myn and vlad this all weekend. gonna hang with jen at least one day. she wants me to meet her new friends..hott boys. yeah.
ohh by the way, happy bday jess. 13, whopti doo!
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[23 Oct 2004|11:15am] |
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i have never missed someone this much before. idc what he does, i just cant handle being lied to. i cant stop thinking about him...ughhh </3
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[21 Oct 2004|12:52pm] |
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yeah so im home sick today. i went to the doctors last night and found out i have a virus. yesterday my mom told me that her aunt has lukemia and my uncle sal told me that the docs told him she may only have 3 days to live. hopefully we'll visit her tomorrow. :( anyway, not much going on. i had the weirdest dream ever last night tho. i was in the woods with jess but we were at this part that i was at one time when me lisa, and jen skipped school and there was this well that went into the ground. and there was this game where you had to hunt these ghosts. and you stuck your head down in the water in the well and opened your eyes to see this murder scene as to how someone was killed. then you had to run into the woods with the evidence you had from the scene in the well like (i.e. the person was killed with a knife by a big man) so you would follow big foot prints and find a bloody knife, and then you would eventually see the body floating around the trees and when you find then, it saves there soul and they go to heaven. it was weird as hell. idk i must have too much on my mind. sooo...im gonna go clean my room. <3 peace
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last night was soo funny. i got off work at 815 but i just stood and talked to jackie for a half hour b4 i clocked out since there were no customers. after i went home and got changed i went to jens house for a partaayy. that was interesting. he cousin = yummy :) wow! hes hott as hell!!!! but he has a scum bag gf who noone likes and she was giving me dirty looks all night. jen said its bc she was jealous bc she knows im better than her!!!! yeah so we had bday cake and all. it was fun - her uncle billy is hilarious - the whole family looks like mobsters!! he reminds me of justin doyle and chris's uncle billy...ahahaha remember lindsey!? "steph, just gimme an ice cube, that'll be fine for my hanging off knee cap"....then her aunt linda started tickling stosh with his broken foot and he was rolling on the floor with her on top of him giggling like a little girl but richie started crying bc he was scared.
yeah so i was gonna quit but zack made me decide not to. i went back there to talk to him and he said he'd help me with school and all and not to quit, just ask for my hours to be cut. i told them i only can work on mondays, tuesdays, and sundays. ehh..yeah..when i got home he called. we talked for about an hour. he told me ALOT of stuff...im soo sorry man.<3
then just after we got off the phone, *someone* texted me saying "i love you" ?!?! wtf?!
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well. pretty boring week. last night was pretty fun tho. it was with sikorski, of course. haha we went to a party at her sisters house in the G H E T T O !! we saw a man get arrested and soooo many pot heads omggg. yeah we saw outside most of the night so we wouldnt smell like smoke. ha ther was this guy with like 6 friends who tried 3 times to get us to come in his house and play poker. "come in, relax, play poker, eat good pizza, and drink cold beer" lmao. what a trip. then jens bro stosh wanted to go kick some military ass. get this little 9 year old....im on my way to the house and jen calls my cell and shes like "where are u ?! hurry up cuz my nephew just got a lazer tag game where u run around and shoot eachother and tag eachtother" then we walked to food town through the woods and thought we were gonna get shot or raped. pretty scary neighborhood. yeah so that was my night, in shorter terms. deffinatly a funny time. i looooove u jen!
ps i think im quiting my job and not getting another till january when i get my lisence. i cant keep up my grades while working :(
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| *when you say best friends means best friends forever* |
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what a great weekend!! friday i hung with jen and jess. that was intersting. we went to the homecoming game but that was pretty boring. jess slept over. saturday night i stayed home and spent time with my family which was really nice and then i was on the phone with jen for 4 hours and we made eachother cry. were such good friends, i totally cant imagine my life w/o her. my mom said she'd pick jen up every weekend untill i get my lisence bc her and jen love eachtother to death. anyway, today i went to see the forgotten with my mom, rich, nanny, aunt mare, jess, and jenna - which was great and everyone should see! and we went to cinco de mayo but right as my food got there, mariah was there to pick me up so we went back to her house so she could shower so i chilled with dave and then we went to howell to get jen. me, jen, mariah, and dave we went to finigans which was sooo much fun. yeah i bowled like a 15. :( me, mariah and jen have become ALOT closer..so thats pretty much it..ohh and tomorrow everyone wants me to come to 6 flags with them. its mariah, dave, rich and joe (dave's friends), and maby jen. me and jen are debating going bc i have to read 300 pages in my book by friday and i have laundry to do...but me and jen (maby mariah) are going to 6 flags friday night...uhh idk, maby ill go tmr. i should get some sleep. <3 peace
ps. jen wont have the internet until around her birthday which is NOVEMBER 18! dont forget ;)
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this week has deff been amazing. first off, monday me, jen, and mariah went all over town. we ran errands right after school. hahaha the car wash was sooo much fun with jen. only us two make fun out of the stupidest things. "THERES THAT BUSH!" "SMACK THAT!!" ahah i love you jen..tuesday i went to johns <3 i worked wednesday; sucks. and today was the best EVER! since its jens last night in brick, we took john, matt, and daves bus home and went to johns, walked to the park, sat on the docks for ever...haha it was so funny. those damn ducks. yeahhhh john killed a fish :( sooo...we went back to johns all 5 of us, watched snl and then we all walked to pizza hut. fun day. fun week. gonna be a fun weekend. im not working this weekend!! woohoo. jens coming home this weekend and next weekend im gonna go up there w.e days im not working. yeah so now its 8:30 im completely exhausted, and im eating a ceasar salad from salad works and i must say, it truely sucks ass. well im out. peace. make love <33
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who would want to be such a control freak..
wow. my day was amazing. i spent the whole day with jen and mariah and i must have laughed more than i ever have...
ive been thinking about someone alot lately.........
anyway, jen moves on friday but i think shes coming back for the weekend and im off all weekend! then the next weekend i might go stay up there with her. 3 months till i get my lisence and can go wherever i want, whenever i want. im hanging with chas this saturday bc i havent seen her since adriana's sweet sixteen which was freshman year. the time b4 that was 8th grade gradutation. i miss her soo much.
some people need to mind there own fucking business and not assume things.
lunch was hilarious; thanks brenden and jen <3
i just dont know anymore.
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meh...idk what to do..or say for that part..
as for now..im eating cake batter ice cream from carvel. <3
i miss jen and she didnt even leave yet. why cant i get my lisence sooner?!
kick ass dream in Greece last night.
josh..im dissapointed.
worked all weekend. no fun except for last night with jen and mariah. otherwise, lame.
im a dork.
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WHY CANT A GIRL JUST FUCKING BE SINGLE!?!?
is there something wrong with that?! people need to stop the "I LOVE YOU" shit !! were 16 years old!! get a grip...
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lunch=mucho laughing. wow i love my table! hahaha mel and her coconut...anyway, not much to say. idk why i even bother with this journal thingy anyway. i cant wait until april to go to PR again. i miss angelo and bitia sooo much! and of course florida in december with jen and shibs; thats gonna be kick ass. WOW! so juniors got this presentation today where they gave us a card with our name and password to log onto a website that has over 6,000 colleges on it. it has all this info and cool things about it. im stoked bc uk, i actually want to get somewhere in life unlike most of the dirtbag/stoners in brick.
i was going to go to mariahs house today with jen to help clean mariahs room but im soo tired. i just want to go to sleeeeeppp. mariahs car is the best time ever..(when were not crashing into other cars or as jen calls them "presbeterians") haha were always somehow on the topic of sex or mariahs porn star friends. its great! sooo.....i had friggin work last night till 9:30 :( but it was ok...josh was working..god hes so cute. idk..i might have a little "crush"....he keeps talking to me....its hard not to like him.....
its 2:50 and im going to bed. peace lovers <3xs
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well. friday night i went to the doctor bc i felt like crap and my mom told me if i didnt go then i couldnt leave my house the whole weekend. so i went and got medicine which made me feel even worse. i had work saturday morning from 11-3 but i left at 12 bc i felt like crap. yeah my manager was mucho pissed but w.e fu. so i came home and slept allll day. today i went to a street fair in brooklyn. that was kick ass. now on the phone with rob <3. we made a promise that no matter what, were going on a ski trip the weekend after my bday and were staying in a ski lodge for the weekend and im gonna teach him how to ski. anyway, now its almost 11 at night. school tmr and an algebra test that im gonna rock. so im out for some sleep. this weeks gonna be amazing <3
i will watch the sky until your ghost flys high..
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woohooo go tiff! you finally quit ac moore!! well anyway, not much going on, schools back so life is getting pretty boring :( i worked today. im not working until sat from 11-3 and thats it for the week. yeah so i love my lunch table. its amazing. were the loudest ones there and its only me, jen, krista, jeneane, brenden, and mel. hahah i <3 them. brenden, we missed you in cape cod man! yeah so no gym for 3 days till the doctors note suckas!! i need a MRI on my ancle. mel's bday was a few days ago and she did very nice spending her money!! hahahah way to go....tomorrow man...cant wait!!! :0 anyway, theres really not much to talk about. wtf people?! too cool to comment in my journal?! thats fucking cool man.
ohh kevin!!!! hahahah u gotta stop texting me in class man!
<3....
.................hopefully this weekend.............. <33333333
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wow. what a weekend. theres really not much to say about it besides the fact that it was absolutly amazing and deffinatly didnt see this coming...
anyway, work tomorrow, tuesday, and saturday morning. thats it suckas. :)
wildwood? next weekend?!?!
jen!!!!! where the hell were you!! soooooooo much to tell you. this is the longest weve ever gone without seeing eachother!! 3 whole days man. god damn i miss you. i cant take it. were having lots of sikora/king bonding this week !
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yeah so me and john broke up today. i dont care, i knew it was coming. going out tonighhtttt!! i cant wait ;)
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so. today went fast. i fell asleep in 3 of my classes so it wasnt that bad. anyway, i love my english and history classes there soo hilarious. lunch was amazing. all we do is laugh the entire time. i got an awesome picture of brenden with hott pink glittery glasses on haha!! and on the way home..man that car...theres something about it..its a piece of crap car but we always have the best times in it!! woohoo i found out jen isnt moving till october 8th now! juniors had an assembly today so it was me jen and brenden sitting all the way in the back and me and jen were cracking up the whole time bc of my spazams. i keep getting this twitch in my lips hahaha its the funniest thing ever...idk whats wrong with me. anyway, we went to dragonfest last night. it was ok. county line only got to play one song and when it was over kristen's bf body surfed. the were pretty good <3 krista showed me and brenden how her hair dances and she got us with the oldest trick in the book. what a sucka. hahaha i love my lunch table!! peace niglets.
so i will scream (2:29:41 PM): yoo
A Shooting Star3 (2:29:44 PM): YO
A Shooting Star3 (2:29:48 PM): niglet
so i will scream (2:29:51 PM): whoooa.
so i will scream (2:29:59 PM): makes me think of chicken nuggets hah
at dragonfest
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